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Nov. 11th, 2012 | 02:07 am

I'm still being asked and piqued about this to this very day over five years later. Five years! I can't think of many things within my life that lasted more than five years. A handful of friendships, a first love, and ranked just below these: a weird blip on the internet involving myself and a girl I knew and traveled with that enveloped itself into an LJ, one that refuses to go the way of every other LJ I've ever had in my life: chronicling a relentless revenge to hurt the girl's ego as tidy and simple as could be. A bit shameful but I refuse to give in.

Poor Emily, I'm not looking to be condescending by any means, but perhaps the bitter sensation of her in my mouth has melted into something I can draw a fond memory or two from. I was much different five years ago. She has to be different too. Maybe. I'm terrible with recognizing faces but my brain hasn't been able to make hers out for quite some time. The rest of it I mismatch for myself in my own head and tell myself there was still something nice about her.

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From: anonymous
Date: Nov. 11th, 2013 12:18 am (UTC)

Interesting. I forgot about this place for forever up until now and figured it would be a long-shot to peek in. Thank you for this post though!

I'm not sure how I feel about the "new" Emily. She does seem like she has grown up, though she still never apologized for her previous antics and scammy behavior. I took a peek through her instagram and she seems to be incredibly accident prone or something. So far she's had a bad laceration to her inner elbow (left a pretty nasty scar), a broken toe, and what appears to be surgery on her throat. That's a lot in such a short amount of time. Also, she looks much thinner now... perhaps she has some underlying health issues?

I find it really interesting she dropped the whole Japanese thing completely now too...

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